Today, I have shed my skin and evolved. I think my first social media account was ICQ, then some copy version of Facebook, then Facebook, then Instagram, then LinkedIn, and some other BS in between.
Till recently, I thought my social media identities are who I am. What I post is what people think of me; hence it was always important to polish that identity.
Yet I realized there is no shadow integration needed — since Social Media is Social Media, and I am I am. Hence I will stop using those accounts for the meantime and get to know myself again, haha.
What I expected to feel, and didn’t.
I expected fear. I got the absence of a low hum that had been on so long I had stopped hearing it.
It is very quiet now. I keep checking to see if something is wrong.
Ps — the freedom fighter.